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memories from my past
no one saw the tears,
flowing for years,
or offered him tissue;
assist with an issue,
no one saw him pondering,
not one even bothering,
or asking him why,
there is that sigh,
no one saw him on the ledge;
right on the building’s edge,
or offered him a rope,
when he felled down the slope,
no one was there to sense,
the screaming of his silence,
or stopped turning their back,
cause he wasn’t in their pack,
no one saw him drowning,
wanting to be breathing,
or pulled the hand,
buried in the sand,
no one saw the chains,
unbroken by all his pains,
or heard the yelp,
with the word, “HELP!”,
no one saw him collapsing,
though he wanted to be standing,
or helped him carry the boulders,
dragging him down by his shoulders,
no one could show him the beautiful,
all that was also wonderful,
or showed him happiness; bliss,
that he never knew would exist,
or make him have a feeling so great,
that would go from early till late,
no one knew the path he had chosen,
all because deep inside he was broken,
or bought batteries for his clock,
before the final tick-tock,
Nno one saw him letting go of the locket,
that he always kept in his pocket,
or saw the knife,
that would end his life.
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‘the light bulb has gone out. where darkness and darkness are together. forever. even though ‘good byes’ are painful, “i’ll see you later.”
mmxvi
‘IF I’M LOST, PLEASE DON’T FIND ME. IF I JUMP, LET ME SINK.’
‘THEY SMILE. DON’T LET THAT FOOL YOU. LOOK INTO THEIR EYES. THEY’RE BREAKING INSIDE.’
‘YOU ARE THE MISTAKE I WON’T LIVE TO REGRET.’
‘YOU DON’T TAKE THE PAIN AWAY. YOU GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE.’
‘NEVER LET A STUMBLE ON THE ROAD BE THE END OF YOUR JOURNEY.’
“Goodnight,” You said;
“Goodbye,” I said.
And you never
thought twice
about
it.
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